Ever since the poster incident, I stopped posting personal things on here. I just didn’t want to open myself up to criticism or more backlash. It’s been almost a year of just keeping my blog fandom only. But honestly, there are times like tonight when I just want to write my feelings out. Get support from people that I don’t have to hide things from. I had a great weekend and a not too bad day today. But here I sit at 11pm alone at home filled with sadness. And it’s the same sadness that has filled my heart for two years now. And I know how to fix it. But it’s overwhelming. And I keep failing. And my dreams keep seeming father and farther away because of it. The days slip by and I don’t work to make any progress. It’s already almost the middle of March. I know I just need to take it all one day at a time. The days start good… and then as it goes on it’s easier to talk myself into failure. When will the cycle stop? Why is this so hard?
Nickname: CourtHeight: 5’6
Relationship status: Married
Birthday: February 7th
Favorite color: Black
Favorite singer/band: Jason Mraz/HIM
Last song listened: Alive - Empire of the Sun
Last movie watched: Manhunter
Favorite book: Christine by Stephen King
Currently reading: The Transgender Child, rereading Mockingjay and my Law and Ethics book for school
Siblings?: 1 younger brother, Sean
Pets?: One Jack Russell Terrier Mix, Phyllis
Best school subject: English, Art, Recess
Mac or PC?: Mac… we are a Mac family.
Cell phone type: iphone
Current shirt color: blue
Gamer?: not really
Day or night?: Night
Summer or winter?: ehhh…. Fall.
Most-visited website: Tumblr or FB
Celebrity crushes: Currently… Harry Styles, Jared Padalecki, Ville Valo
Got my belated Christmas gift from Courtney and it is AMAZING!! She made her own stencils and painted this! I especially love the way Kurt turned out! :)
You.Are.Welcome! I’m just glad I knew you would like it. I’m pretty proud of it.
GUESS WHO’S SEEING THESE BOYS IN SEPTEMBER!!!!!!!!!! SK:FJGLIDFHGDIFUHGKJINGDFKJGNIUHGSKELJHFKSFGBHFJGNBHIEHNIFUHWRFGKJNFFGKLHGHRIELBGNIER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And it’ll be my first concert at the Rose Bowl! Whaddap Pasadena!!!
I still can’t believe we already have tickets!! It’s gonna be amazingggggg!!!